Hoist The Colours High

Hey all, hows it goin?


Been a few weeks since I last posted on here, suddenly had the urge to today. It's mum and dad's 30th wedding anniversary today, we were supposed to be going out for a meal tonight - but looks like all things are off, due to the following circumstances:

-I'm getting over suffering with heavy tonsillitis and am still feeling pretty rough all in all
-Brothers been dentist and really isn't feeling up to having a meal (I don't think)
-Mum's possibly coming down with either a heavy cold and/or tonsillitis (just love passing things around lol)

So all in all we're pretty worse for wear, I think its just so going to be one of them days today. On a side note boy am I cold! The weather needs to seriously make up its mind.

So anyway that pretty much covers me for the last few weeks of my life, I've been ill and been working -as per usual.

On superb note -I've heard on the grape vine their making a POTC 4 wooooooooooooot!!!! 2011 is set to be the release date but nothings official yet so let's just keep our fingers crossed xx

I'm off work this week until Monday 4th October, although its flying by at scary pace already, I cant believe its Tuesday. Thankfully its pay day this Friday and seeing as I'm going that way I'm going to nip into work and pick up my wage slip - I've done two Sundays in a row this month, although that moneys already spoken for :(

Things seem to be a little brighter just recently, even with the onset of flu in our household and other such things. Puppy is looking like he/she might have to wait another month or two - just cant afford it right now.

My niece had her 6th birthday party - which she said she enjoyed and I'm glad to hear, she's growing up way to quick though bless her - they all are. But I love them dearly, I cant imagine life without them in it anymore. :)

That's really all I have to say, I'm feeling...mixed feelings today...Not sure where I stand kind of feelings. I guess we all get those kind of days.


Take care all xxx



Currently Listening To: POTC AWE Soundtrack: What Shall We Die For?

When I Think About It

Two words: Unconditional Love


Hey all hows it goin?


Got a few things on my mind tonight, mostly love issues. Seems that love is in the air at the moment for everyone around me, brother's got his girlfriend, all of my mates have seemingly settled down in one way or another with someone. Not that I'm jealous, not at all I wanna make that absolutely clear.

It's one of those things I've thought about so much over the past few years, personal note to self: get a life. I feel writing here allows my mind to wander with thoughts I normally wouldn't air, partially why I love sitting here, listening to some soppy tunes and blubbering like an idiot. In a way (as bad as that sounds reading it back) I find crying a release, though I've gotten so toughed up to the world through the years that normally when I cry I have to force myself to - just to release that emotion otherwise let it be eating away inside of me - for god knows how long.

Either way I'm thinking about my friends and family and their 'love lives' today. 'Unconditional Love' is something I think I've experienced - once maybe in my whole life, where I've known that particular person would love me forever, would be there - unconditionally - even if I told them I hated them.

Unconditional: un·con·di·tion·al
–adjective
1.
not limited by conditions; absolute: an unconditional promise.
2.
Mathematics

Love (the short version): love
–noun
1.
a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2.
a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3.
sexual passion or desire.
4.
a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5.
(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6.
a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.
7.
sexual intercourse; copulation.
8.
(initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.
9.
affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.
10.
strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.
11.
the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.
12.
the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.
13.
Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.
14.
a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.

(Thanks to dictionary.com for the definitions)

To love someone unconditionally, to feel love for someone without any conditions...Is that possible? I think so, in fact I know so because I love someone unconditionally. There was a time when I'd said "I'm not in love so don't forget it." But that changed, everything changed...I changed, because he made me change...Because I WANTED to change...

Those two words...When I think about it, are only words...Can you love someone whose a million miles away...Can you love someone who thought he couldn't love himself....I do.

I cant talk about this right now so please don't ask me to, if you read this blog I will go into it in more detail but only when I'm ready to.

Take care all, peace xxx



Currently Listening To: Keith Urban -Making Memories Of Us.