Tuesday, 22 July 2008

That's What I Like!

Hey all hows it going?


Haven't blogged for a while now, sorry about that I've had a busy month, what with my nephews birthday, scrambling in work and a wedding it's been nothing but fun! Got a few things running through my mind right now, first let's start off with the new X-Files movie!

If you'd said to me this time last year they'd actually go through with a new X-Files movie I would have said "You're crazy!" But here we are a year later and on the 1st August we look to be blasting through the paranormal and back into the life of my fave film couple Mulder and Scully.

It feels like its been forever since the days of Mulder and Scully, I remember growing up and watching them, they always gave me that extra edge that you don't normally get from T.V shows, that certain extra realism - perhaps because they played with something that could be a possibly conceivable under the right circumstances and given time.

I have now the complete season set on VHS (wounded now though I wished I'd brought them on DVD) Anyway, I felt like breaking them out not so long ago, replaying some of my fave episodes namely "William," "This is not happening" and "The end" I've chosen season 8 and 9 as my favourite seasons, though I say that through possibly gritted teeth, I LOVED season one and two the most, but I found they didn't get the extra umph until way too late in the season 7/8 seasons.

After X-Files, Fight The Future, I was left with a lot of unanswered questions, I felt the movie somewhat played off the fact that it needed to set up a storyline for the next season and that bringing the movie in at that point was just a stab in the back for many X-Files fans. It was TOO early, the movie needed to come about around the end of season 7 with Mulder's departure imminent, the films storyline would have had a greater effect on the casting audience.

Though this new film X-Files: I Want To Believe promises to be a far cry better than Fight The Future, I saw the trailer yesterday and have replayed it today for the folks, we all thought Billy Connolly - nah it's gonna be a comedy surely. But not from the outlook on the trailer:



I have to say I was VERY impressed by that trailer, even more so impressed by that trailer than I was of the POTC AWE trailer (which by the way rocked!) The films outlook is positive, keeping true to the Mulder and Scully fashion although not dealing with aliens, the rumors circulate and we'll see what transpires for the all time greatest couple Mulder and Scully, with Billy Connolly (personally my hero) on board for the ride, I'd have to say August 1st when I go watch it with my mate, can't come quick enough!

Other things going through my mind right now (apart from movies?) Nothing really, I've had a few ups and downs recently, but I didn't come on here to waste my troubles away into you people. It's late and I really am too high on the X-files movie to talk about anything else!

Take care all xx


Currently Listening To: Jives Bunny and the Mastermixers - That's What I Like

Saturday, 5 July 2008

Fix You

Hey all,

First off I want to start by apologizing for my previous post. I think I was having one of those days where you just let everything go and everything seems awful, but not to worry.

Anyway I want to say congratulations to Emma and Carl on their wedding today if you so happen to fall upon this blog and read this, congrats!

This is going to be a fairly short post, just wanted to catch up with everyone, my last post would have reflected the things I'll post today if I hadn't been in *sob* mode.

I had a wonderful birthday, thanks to everyone for the well wishes and for all the cards and ecards that was lovely! I spent the day at home with my family - just the way I like it.

I've recently found out some rather interesting stuff about which I'm not going to go into detail, but it involves a lot of gossip or gossiping that's been passed my way and I feel able to control it and handle it perfectly, I'm biding my time thank you very much!

Much love to a fella out there who made my birthday special, Dave, one of my best mates you know who you are xx Oh and to my best girl mate, Hermione, who I couldn't live without much love to you too xx

Work is pretty good though at the moment I've got some well needed time off, I think this is it until the end of forever so I'm making the most of it! Apart from that nothing much else has been happening, right now I have a wedding reception to get ready for and cant really get too well into writing a detailed post but just wanted to post a quick few notes.

Take care all

xxxxxxx


Currently listening to: Every beat of my heart - Rod Stewart

Thursday, 3 July 2008

Walking Man's Road

Hey all,


I doubt this will be a long post, I'm kind of upset right now, it's been one of those days I'm afraid, you know as soon as you open your eyes and its dark outside that it's going to be one of them days where arguments are only a step away.

Sometimes I wonder why people argue, I know I'm really defensive, just lately I've been rebuilding these walls around my heart that got broken, that get broken every time I think about my life, or if I analyze why I'm not 'normal' like everyone else.

I feel like a part of me wants to be the popular wonderful person that everyone loves yet the bigger part of me, the side of me that nobody knows, doesn't care about that, she enjoys her life how it is, how she wants it to be, not how everyone thinks it should.

I'm so emotional, just lately I find myself crying at the most simple of things, its not just because 'its that time of the month' or because I'm being over-sensitive, I think it's because I have this inept ability of pissing myself off. Like when I argue with someone, I'll say things before I realize the impact it has on said person, then I regret it and end up crying about it.

I think that life throws us all these massive curve balls sometimes your thrown a lucky ball, something wonderful/brilliant/perfect/amazing or even simply good happens and that's great! But sometimes your thrown a bad ball, after all luck has to even itself out right? (Like for when something good happens to you something bad happens to someone, somewhere else?) So you get thrown this bad ball and it can be anything from a disaster to a simple argument, now this ball (like with the good balls) you can either turn into something good and positive and make the most of it, or you can try and fight it and end up loosing badly.

I think that's how it works, good balls and bad balls. Today I got a bad ball, one thing lead to another and it was like dominoes. I know it'll all be okay in the end, everything works out in the end right?

My brother amazes me sometimes, he has this way of making everything better, he just can say something to me and all of a sudden I see sense and I even don't feel like crying as much anymore.

And crying is the worse, you should never be afraid to cry, that's what I always tell my friends, my family or whoever. And you shouldn't, I can't cry in public, well I can but most of my crying is done in my room, in my security net, because this where I feel safe, where I can be me without any of the cons.

Okay guys I've been working on this post for too long now and my eyes hurt from crying so I'm gonna leave it there. Love you all xx

Remember life's too short for arguments!


Currently listening to - America - Man's Road