Just A Quickie...

Hey all, hows it goin?


Heard some bad news tonight, someone I'd worked with in the factory after I left school for 4 years died last week. It drove me to this blog to write...But now I'm here I'm not sure what to write. I wasn't immensely close to her, yet her death or the death of anyone I know personally seems to have an effect on me, sets the mood I'm going to be in for the rest of the evening.

I hung with her daughter for a bit whilst she worked with us, though her name escapes me to this day. Its been a while since I really thought about how every ones doing back there, I've been so bitter about the backstabbers I left behind that I didn't stop to think how the people I did care about were doing.

My friend rang my mum and said she'd saw her in the street a few times, but hadn't stopped too busy to have a real chat and now she's feeling bad. I guess that's how I feel too, we're all so busy with our day to day lives that we rarely have a chance to stop and just take note.

I knew her well enough to understand that she was a caring and warm loving person and that she didn't deserve to go. Sudden deaths always scare me, make me wonder whose next on the cards.

I guess I just needed to write something, anything about that news. We all need something to hold on to, we all need to feel and hope that the next person to go doesn't suffer and we understand that our lives are mere steps in a wonderful journey.

Wherever she might be now, I dedicate this video to her and the words that ring so true to my heart, this song has meaning for me in more ways than I think anyone will understand but for now and forever I hope this reaches her family and will help us all in some way to move on know that shes not gone, she's all around us, inside of our hearts giving us the strength to face another day.

R.I.P my friend we'll miss you xxx

Dedicated to Ann:



peace all, take care xxx


Currently Listening To: Robbie Robertson - Shine Your Light